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I have awakened

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 12:38 am
by Ehmaree
I'm currently questioning if I'm a dragonkin, and I would appreciate any help with my questioning.

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 9:53 am
by Falcon
Honestly it’s something only you can really figure out on your own end

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 11:52 am
by Ehmaree
I think the main thing I’m looking for is resources. Doing research is always the best way to figure out these sorts of things

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 1:44 pm
by Ehksidian
honestly with resources even i have no idea with thatdespite...literally being dragonkin as well, lol.

though i mostly figured it out by chatting with my friends who also were dragonkin. turns out it's not normal to feel phantom snouts/horns and shit or feel extremely weird about being called "human"

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 4:51 pm
by synthcrow
I'm not exactly a dragon but I did recently figure out that I'm a therian. I don't know much about resources to share, I didn't really use much of anything like that. my case was honestly a bit silly since I've been like this for many years and never just thought it through I know I know I'm the most oblivious bird on planet mirth. honestly what helped me the most was being around other nonhumans and just... self reflection. I kinda realized that the whole bird thing is big part of my identity and that I don't particularly vibe with being human.

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 6:27 pm
by Ehmaree
Update: I’m at the “probably yes” part of the questioning process
I’ve talked to a few dragonkin who’ve told me about their experiences, and a lot of it sounds familiar to what I experience
Species dysphoria, phantom limbs, the desire to soar above everything with the wind in your face and your wings, missing having wings, and other things

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 28th, 2023, 8:01 pm
by Ehmaree
Related thing going on right now:
I'm having really bad species dysphoria today. I'm trying to take my mind off it, but everything I do just keeps me hyperaware of my own body. I don't want to put a long vent here, so I'll just leave it at that for now. I apologize if I'm taking away time or whatever to talk about this or something.

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 29th, 2023, 4:38 pm
by Ehmaree
I’ve noticed a much higher volume of shifts this past week or so (and also a lot more dysphoria, unfortunately)

Re: Questioning dragonkin

Posted: September 30th, 2023, 10:02 pm
by Ehmaree
I've been having this recurring dream lately that may or may not be related to some form of memory. It was really fuzzy, as all my memories of my dreams are (I'm bad at remembering dreams)
I was a dragon (don't know whether or not it was my kintype), and I was with my QPP (I don't know how I knew he was my QPP, but I knew somehow). What happened in the dream is I was poisoned (I also somehow knew it was poison) and my QPP tried to comfort me, laying by my side and assuring me that everything would be okay.
The dream actually had three different endings. The first was that I died. The second one, I survived, but it took a while for me to recover. And the third one, the dragon who poisoned me came in and my QPP attacked her and killed her (the dream ended before there was enough time to find out my fate)

Re: I have awakened

Posted: October 1st, 2023, 11:02 pm
by Ehmaree
I’m going to officially announce it here: I’ve awakened